The Realisation of Love

Something I think my 14-15 year old self wrote, on a quite night, with edits from my 18 year old self.

I've come to realise that in my minimal amount of time in life, you are thrown into a school, which is this place that contains a certain amount of people in a year level. So a controlled population. *Googles definition of Population: all the inhabitants of a particular place. What we do not realise at the time is that these people will be apart of your journey in life, even the small influences they have.

Over the schooling years we form groups, best friends, relationships which can grow stronger over the years but may also grow apart.

When you have conjured up a group of friends we begin to observe and see the type of friends that are in every group, sometimes all these kinds and sometimes only a few. You have the outgoing one, funny one, lovable one, responsible one, smart one, sporty one, talented one and so many more. However there is always the one friend you are the closest too.

There is always that one boy and that one girl in your circle...

No matter what they always have something between them. They have the love for each other or the heart break that one has held upon the other. They fight and love. They are what could split the group apart. *Googles definition of Love: a strong feeling of affection *Googles definition of Affection: a gentle feeling of fondness or liking.

Lose touch with one... and all disappears.

The friend who is closest to the girl will always try to keep her faith or will get to the point where enough is finally enough and tries to edge her away. That friend tries to save the heart break.

So they split and the girls eyes become open, she finally sees. She sees the effort that she made for them. How she always started the conversations or how she always made the plans. And she realises... he just went along with it all.

She realises maybe Love isn't always as it seems, and she realises the next time will be hard to fall for.

My point is that within the world, within the school, within the people, and within the groups there will always be a troubled love. The girl who holds on for hope and the boy who pretends. One will always love more, care more and put more into their friendship then the other...

But the funny part in the end is that they are the one who walks away waiting for the other one to chase them because they were fooled by the fake love.

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